For me motivation is an inner
engine that doesn’t let me procrastinate.
I have a strong work ethic and want to get things done before I
play. My mode of operation is to get job-related
activities and chores done first and then reward myself with free time to relax
and read.
This is good in that I get things
done and have completed numerous manuscripts as a writer because of it. The problem is that sometimes I don’t get to
the relaxing part. The other issue is
that I get compulsive. My
project-orientation gets carried away and I find myself “doing” more than
“being.”
But I do procrastinate about
things that involve confrontation. After
awhile though, my inner engine keeps reminding me to resolve the outstanding
issue, so reluctantly I get up the courage to take care of what I need to
do. I also procrastinate about things I
don’t feel competent in doing, like fixing the sprinklers and other plumbing
projects.
So what motivates me? First, to take care of my
responsibilities. Once I accept a
responsibility, I want to complete it and not leave it hanging. Second, to do a good job. I take pride in my accomplishments and want
to make a positive contribution. Third,
getting pushed around by “shoulds.” I
should be a good writer, husband, father, grandfather. Fourth, fear that I don’t want to look
incompetent. So a mix of positive and
negative motivation.
I can be very disciplined in
carrying out my responsibilities. I
regularly exercise, take care of my writing projects and follow though on my
commitments.
For me the challenge is to draw
the line between discipline and compulsiveness.
My discipline can get consumed in preparing for the future rather than
living the moment. I run the risk of
losing sight of the people when focused on my projects.
In the busy-i-ness of daily
activity, I need to learn to stop, take a deep breath and notice the beauty and
life around me.
Learn from the past.
Plan for the future.
Live the present.
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